Nikki Tamboli misplaced her brother Jatin Tamboli to final month and has now stated that she is but to come back to phrases with it. Including that she doesn’t need to cry in entrance of her mother and father, the previous Bigg Boss 14 contestant has stated that she doesn’t have anyone to speak to.
Requested how she is coping with the loss, Nikki Tamboli stated, “To be trustworthy, I have never. Mujhe koi mila nahi hai jiske saath mai baith ok (I have never obtained anyone with whom I can sit and discuss), baat kar sakun. I have never even spoken to my mom-dad. I’m nonetheless in Cape City, I can not discuss to them.”
“I can not discuss to them about what occurred to my brother. (It’s as a result of) I do know if I grow to be weak in entrance of them, if I cry in entrance of them, I have no idea what they are going to really feel. I’m simply making an attempt to just accept what occurred. I’m simply letting it go and transferring forward,” Nikki added.
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Final month, Nikki misplaced her elder brother and weeks later, she talked about their shut bond in a submit that she later deleted. She additionally elaborated on how she felt not solely like his sister but additionally his mom. She stated that whereas her household expects her to be sturdy, she is struggling.
She later adopted it up with one other be aware which learn as, “One million phrases wouldn’t carry you again, I do know as a result of I attempted, neither would 1,000,000 tears, I do know as a result of I cried,” it learn. She additionally posted a be aware from one in all her fan golf equipment, which stated that they have been feeling ‘low and depressed’ after studying her be aware, and added the hashtag #LoveYouAll.”
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Nikki is at present in Cape City, taking pictures for her subsequent present, Khatron Ke Khiladi 11. She left for Cape City quickly after her brother’s demise.
In an Instagram submit, she defined that she went forward along with her participation as a result of brother was “very excited and completely happy” when she informed him about it. “I wished my brother to come back out of hospital and see me in khatron. However that gained’t occur, however now he would be the closest one to look at me from above. I’m combating my ache to see my brother completely happy and he will probably be my defend endlessly,” she wrote.